I just broke up with Krissy. I am trying to convince myself it was for the best...for both of us. We fight too much and about the same old shit. More or less, I just need to be on my own for awhile. Get my shit straight...I have a car to buy, money to save, apt to move into, college to go to. I don't need all my attention on a girl. And thats what it really was...all my efforts were going to making sure we stayed together after all the shit she pulled...and now I am have nothing to show for it besides a broken heart and a new blog. Deleted the old one so she can't read it and misinterpret everything I said and then write on hers about it. so stupid and childish...blog wars and away message wars. Im too grown up for that...about to be 20 in 2 days. I need to just get level headed and think about whats best for me...selfish, I don't care anymore...im tired of putting myself last to everyone else and then everyone else just fucking me over or leaving me. It's me time.
Posted by johnnyokida
at 11:56 PM EST
